Disconnected and it feels like blah

Adryanna
So here lately I noticed myself feeling less attached to my baby boy. I'm 32 weeks and a day. I wasn't able to name the feeling I was having until last night and in naming it I felt slightly better and worse all at once. My husband doesn't understand as mental health has never been an issue for him or anybody he knew growing up. His lack of exposure leaves him uncomfortable in how to handle it when I find myself dealing with it. I'm wondering if anyone else has lost the excitement and the closeness they feel to the gift they're carrying. I love my son, but rn it feels more like my son is an idea than a baby inside of me. Right now it feels as though i have an alien in there or am just really fat. Half the time I forget I'm even pregnant... I just dont feel like this is how pregnabcy should feel. Ftm.