I could use a friend, some advice or just a shoulder to cry on

V • Mommy to 2 precious baby boys 💕
I've had 2 miscarriages this past year. Now we've been trying for 4 months since my last miscarriage and nothing but BFNs. I'm inconsolable. I'm not usually so emotional, but after a weekend like this one where all I did was hang out with my friends with kids and just ran into my super pregnant SIL, I have just broken down crying every day.  Am I crazy to think it'll never be me? I'm actually thinking that I may never have a child. It's like the one thing my body's supposed to do, it can't get right. How can I help myself move forward from these low lows? Any success after multiple disappointments? Anyone else think it would never be them but ended up having children? Please someone shed some light for me. I'm hurting today 😥