I need someone to talk to. Serious anxiety.

If you take the time to read this, thank you so much.I suffer from anxiety and it has been up and down so far. I am now 9 weeks 3 days and it has been really bad these past few days. I'm on meds and see my doctor for updates so no worries there. I was having panic attacks last night and the feeling has continued today. I saw the baby and heartbeat at 6 weeks at 126bpm and the doctor said 5% misscariage rate now, but I'm so worried. I'm not having anything to make me worry about miscarriage, but of course Google warned about the 1% chance of missed misscariage and now it's stuck in my head. I am a ftm and I just want to enjoy being pregnant! I was doing good these past 4 weeks but it's starting again. I go for my next us in 2 weeks. I just need reassurance I guess, because everywhere I look is sad stories or something to make me fearful.