Im going to explode!

Another spouse in our tiny squadron announced their pregnancy, and I'm sitting here still TTC after nearly 2 years. This makes 12 i believe for this year alone. I'm halfway into my 2WW but I'm not feeling any different than ant other cycle. I'm not bitter, I'm happy for them, I'm just a little more broken inside. I know most of yall understand on some level of not completely.