I've been experiencing a lot of heavy depression here and there. During the week, it's hard while my fiancé is at work and I'm at home with my five-year-old. I find it hard to stay distracted and instead focus too much on my thoughts. Today at our Easter family get together, it was the first time we were all together since I found out about the pregnancy and I even told a couple of family members for the first time. No one seems very excited and it really bums me out. I realize I'm not in an "ideal" situation, but I'm doing what's right by my baby as is my partner. We know we will make it, but it just sucks not feeling the support of everyone. I feel like once the baby comes everyone will want to love on it and be all happy, but it's like, where were they when I needed them (to be happy), you know? I'm sorry, I just really needed to vent. I'm afraid to even post it on social media in a week or so because I don't think people will be happy, let alone care. I don't know why this bothers me so much 😞