This 1st trimester has been hell. And I feel like my body is showing it, especially my face. I look old, and dry, and exhausted. Even starting to get wrinkles from scrunching my face in pain and discomfort all the time. It's a crazy change for me, going from uber healthy diet and exercise, to barely eating and barely sleeping, relentless nausea, gagging and heaving, losing weight. It's literally written all over my face. I'm feeling insecure and blah. I don't feel beautiful or "glowy" or any of that stuff people talk about. I look like a zombie. I'm 12w2d, and some of the nausea is starting to go away, but I'm just feeling like the aftermath of a battle. I just want to be out of my funk and get to the more positive part of all this...😔 But I'm finding it hard to get out of bed anymore, I've been living in it for weeks now.