Another miscarriage... It's crampin my style!

Jill • Married to an amazing man. Have a beautiful handsome baby boy. Baby #2 is on the way.
I have to try and make jokes, laugh or distract myself cause this whole miscarrying thing literally SUCKS!! Had my first miscarriage in October last year and once again I'm going through the same motions with another one since yesterday. Only plus side is this one doesn't seem to be as painful as the last one for cramps. 
I refuse to cry about it because then I am giving into the emotion of something I have no control over and couldn't try to fix even if I could. (Seems harsh I know, I'm the get a grip and bottle it or push it aside type) doesn't mean I don't go a day without thinking about it. 
Have a Dr appointment next Friday, but was in to see my Dr with my mom today as she was in a car accident yesterday as well, so from the brief discussion we had, my Dr is planning on referring me to a gyno to check as to why I am not able to keep a pregnancy. 
We have no problem getting pregnant so that's one less worry.  I'm just hoping they can find out why I'm miscarrying and what's wrong and fix it. 
Sorry about the rambling.