Feeling dead inside

💝Amber💝 Ella`s mommy
April,4th I was rushed to the hospital with my husband because I woke up in a pool of blood my Dr had seen me did blood work and ultrasound my HCG levels were depleting and they was no baby in the ultrasound as I laid in the hospital bed a couple nursed heard my cry out when she told me I misscaried and came in and held my husband and my hand and prayed the Dr and nurses made the experience a little more bearable as we didn't feel alone I just got here today I have been avoiding trying to convince for fear of misscariing again and helpful thought to get me past this would be much appreciated