Glutton for punishment...

Amanda 🐼 • With my husband for 25 years, married 15 💍 Postpartum/Newborn RN 💉 Addison Sarah born 1/1/16 🎀 Skylar Melina born 12/2/23 🩷
Sometimes I feel like I'm a glutton for punishment. I'm the 1 that will purposely look at those posts that ask if anyone sees a faint line, or other people's success stories, and read about celebrity pregnancies and I've even downloaded 'What To Expect When You're Expexting' already. What's wrong with me?? Don't know why I do this to myself! It just makes me miserable in the end. It's like someone on a diet eating an entire chocolate cake then staring at the plate afterwards and asking 'what have I done?'. Terrible!