Going to lose my sanity...just need to rant!

So I have a one year old and two month old screaming mad. My one year old hates bathed (covered in spaghetti sauce from dinner) and is screaming bloody murder even if I am extremely gentle. My two month old is refusing to nap and wants to be held 24/7. I need a break. I need mom time...I need a freakin vacation. I don't have any time to myself. I am a stahm. My bf makes the money but doesn't get home till 6-7-8 at night. They are already passed out by the time he gets home and I'm so exhausted to even cook or clean up the days mess. I haven't had time to myself for the past 14 months. I love my son's but God I just want to have some quiet to myself.i don't want to sound like a selfish mom but ugh. ...End of rant.