Large mons pubis?

I have a large area down there. I feel so insecure, I don't like wearing tight clothes, I don't like bathing suits or anything because of it. I don't know if there is a way of getting rid of it besides surgery (I'm 14 so nope). I've heard it can be from bad posture but it's just like a bone with lots of fat I can literally grab into my hand. This is really bringing me down and I don't know if I shoul deal with it or not. Any tips or something? Also this picture is basically what it looks like except mine protrudes more. (I weigh 140)