SO DISAPPOINTED!!

Ive gain a significant amount of weight after stopping my birth control (around 10 lbs)  and i feel like i look disgusting. My clothes dont fit right anymore and i have fat folds everywhere. I also cut my hair recently but i feel like it draws more attention to my weight gain. I started my diet and going to the gym but i just kinda hate myself right now. For letting myself get to this point😔😔😔😔