I am absolutely infatuated with my baby boy. I can't wait to meet him but also know I need to be patient. This pregnancy hasn't been easy so far. At 20 weeks I had a cerclage put in and a scare that I would lose my son. I can't begin to tell you how much pain I would have been in if I had lost him. I think about it everyday but I'm grateful he is still here going strong. At 36 weeks I will get the cerclage removed which my doctor thinks within a couple days I will go into labor. It's still considered early at 36 weeks they said so I hope everything goes well. I'm pray for my baby. I love you Ryder Jaxon Wilson!! Mommy is keeping positive. 💙🙏🏼