Any advice or similar story's

So lady's I'm Goin to give a brief summary..

Last July 2014 I went in to see my obgyn cause I had like a pulling really uncomfortable pain on my right side..

The Dr said my uterus and fallopian tunes were in flamed.. all pregnancy tests were negative

In Oct 21014, 4 months later I was rushed in to the emergency I was 4 months prego but the egg was in my right fallopian tube and it burst

They had to remove tube and baby I almost died..now its 5 months later and I had some discomfort my Dr said uturas was inflamed again at this moment I am not having pain or pulling but I am late on my period as of 2 days ago and it seems like the my lower tummy muscles r really tight

I have a deep feeling I am pregnant but I am afraid that something will happen I don't think I could handle that again

Any advice or similar story's