postpartum bodies

Denise • Hey girls hey 💁
Okay here's the thing... I wasn't one of those mystical creatures that worked out during pregnancy! There I said it lol I thoroughly enjoy gaining weight and indulging myself because the "baby needed it". Fast forward 9 weeks postpartum and holy hell what is this body???! I'm too exhausted to workout, I had to get a c section so dealing with swelling and not being able to workout until I was 8wks was a total mindfuck. 
We're going on a family vacation tmrw to Mexico and I decide to go to nordstroms and by a new bathing suite because my boobs are outrageously big (nursing) and I kid you not it was the most discouraging shopping experience of my life. Here's a pic of me now. Day one of my new diet hopefully my story will inspire someone who knows. All I know is I'm not settling and nordstroms will not win lol