So earlier today I was having a talk with my sister whose 19 and she's only had sex with 4 guys and I started feeling bad about my body count. I'm 17 and I've already slept with roughly around 11 guys and no one knows BUT me. I picked up this horrible habit of having sex with other guys from a different city every time I get hurt and only 3 of them where guys I dated. I feel like I sleep around so much just because I'm insecure, lonely, or want to feel Better after getting my feelings hurt by the next guy. Another reason I feel like I do it so much is because I'm always in the house and can never go anywhere because of the fact I lost my virginity at 14. Its kind of a thing I do out of resentment for my mom for striping me from the outside world and keeping me in all the time. I did it so much, I almost lost track. I know this is so hoeish and its no way to explain myself. I want to get out of this cycle cause I've never even had a real boyfriend because of this. It's horrible and disgusting. My body count went from only having sex with one guy at 14 in 2014-2015 I feel like I kinda lost it and started sleeping around a lot more often in the year of 2016 after I kept getting hurt back to back by my ex boyfriends and so far this year I've had sex with 3 guys. I want to stop sleeping around in general. How can I break the habit of always going out and having sex every time something goes wrong?