Venting I guess!
Two years ttc and currently 4 days away from expected af. Absolutely gutted as I feel just like every other months. I know she is coming and don't even know why I bother anymore.
Saw a specialist this month. Still no clue why we are not conceiving as everything is normal so far. Did more test and seeing him again in a month but I just want to give up. I am so tired of feeling angry, upset, sad and envious too. I just wish I could turn off this need I have of having a child.