So tired...

Tired of seeing one lousy line on a pregnancy test

Tired of googling symptoms and comparing every 2ww

Tired of peeing on ovulation tests

Tired of feeling optimistic when I get a positive ovulation test

Tired of trying not to think about it when deep down it's all I think about

Tired of people telling me to relax it will happen

Tired of seeing pregnancy announcements on facebook and wishing it was me

Tired of telling my partner every month that my period came again

Tired of partner telling me it's okay we will try again next month

Tired of working out how far along I'd be if I hadn't had a chemical pregnancy

Tired of stopping myself doing things in the 2ww 'just incase'

I'm just tired of this whole thing now. 😔