AF came

AF came and every month is like another heartbreak. I downloaded period apps and they all say I ovulate different weeks so we're gonna be busy! I also bought me some opk's. I know I should be happy for everyone but the more I see people post they're pregnant or another baby is born the more I get pissed off because half of the people I know are a bunch of junkies. Everyone I feel like on my Facebook friends is pregnant and everywhere we go in public there are babies or little kids and it pulls at my heart strings. Idk what to do anymore