My baby lilly🌺

I was 16 when I got pregnant with my boyfriend who I had only been dating for 3 months. I didn't want to tell my parents so my boyfriend told his and they were really supportive about it. When we had found out that I was pregnant for sure we wanted to keep it so badly but we knew we wouldn't be able to provide for it the way we would want to. I ended up getting an abortion that his parents paid for:( not knowing what my baby's gender is or what it would look like or be like killed me. We ended up going to therapy and I can honestly say that it helped. I made up what I thought my baby would look and be like and ever since then I've been crying less and I've been able to cope with the abortion. Every now and then I get sad especially when I see how big my baby would be today. Today lilly Cameron Baca would be 26 weeks❤