I'm frustrated!

Amanda
So.... I guess I just need to take a break... everyone says that if you just forget about it .... it will happen! We had a miscarriage , our first baby on our first try, last November and have been trying on and off ever since. I am 3 days late for AF but I couldn't tell you if I am actually 3 days late because my periods are so irregular. I have been testing and all have been negative. I did, this morning, get a faint faint line one one of the easy at home hcg tests but so many women have been saying they are false +.... so then followed that up with first response early predictor and a big fat NOTHING.... my nipples are sore on and off, back pain, bloating... all signs of pms and early pregnancy! I hate this yes/no game... I'm driving myself insane! Anyone else feel like this gets super stressful ?! So I threw away the tests I had taken today... hid all the other unopened ones and im gonna just wait and see what happens... the good lord knows what's coming one way or the other and I just need to stop obsessing.. easier said than done when you hope and pray for a baby ...