i am trying to be patient and trust in God but, i'm struggling lately. i'm surrounded by friends have babies and announcing pregnancy and it shatters my heart. i am happy for them but at the same time it's hard to not be sad for myself. i try to push it to the back of my mind and keep busy with other things but i'm constantly brought back to my longing for a baby. i know it's a struggle for my husband as well but he stays so positive. just venting my feelings out. it's hard to talk to my friends about it because they don't understand where i'm coming from.