Just needed to get this off my chest. I've been TTC for 5+ years, all this time all around me friends and family have got their BFP. I watch as their bump grows into a baby. I say nice things and I enjoy the children brought into this world. That being said, after waiting so long for a BFP that for me has never come, I'm jealous. I watch as people who weren't planning and did not want children find out that "oops" here comes baby number 3! It hurts and it makes me jealous to say the very least. Am I the only one who goes through this?