I need support

Ok so I've been with my husband for 5 years we recently got married in December. We have a 4 yr old toddler. We were high school sweethearts and as soon as he graduated he got a job and I was a stay at home mom. I still am.  I never had the privilege to drive bc I didn't have a license. Then about 8 months ago I had the possibility of getting a license and I was so close to getting one and I would finly be able to be independent  But then 2 months later I got diagnosed with epilepsy and the doctors told me I won't ever be able to drive. Just when I was about to start living as an independent person. All my plans/dreams get smashed! And so my husband isn't very supportive when ever I need to talk to him about what Iam going through he pushed me away and it makes me sad bc I need him. And every single time I speak to him about this he shuts me out! Like he doesn't want to face the reality. 
I need support