I am now pregnant for the 12 time

Denise • Love my daughter she is now almost 9 months. Pregnant off baby 2. It will get thought but i don't want it any other way, love me baby's💞💞💞
I am now pregnant for the 12 time. We are scared for the pain. I wish i live in Amerika i pay my OWN treatments off course!! In the netherlands the are crazy stupid. But whe are waiting and hopefull. Whe follow glow nurture every day he looks beautifull. I think it's a boy because my hunger for salty food. I don't give anything about it. But whit this eleven miscarriage before, i wont to now my baby a little bit before i loss him or her.