Okay so the other day my bf and I were home alone so he asked if he could go down... I said yes because yes and after about 30 seconds he stopped and kinda changed the subject so I just told him to stop and then he asked me to suck his d, I did because I was feeling it but the while time I felt bad because I felt like that's what he wanted and just didn't want to ask at first. Later we were on the phone and he apologized and said he would make it up to me. I asked him why he stopped in the first place and he was hesitant but then finally said because it smelled bad and he said it might have been because we were outside playing a sport but it just made me feel bad about myself. It took me so long to let him do that because i was nervous that he would hate it or something and when I finally let him but now I don't want to anymore.... Another thing is everytime we do something sexual I don't moan or make noise and he constantly askes if it even feels good because i don't react. We've never had sex but like I don't know I just do what comes naturally and I just don't make noise and it makes him feel bad and I just need help plz