have been ttc for almost 2 years and have been going through fertility treatments but,

every time a treatment fails the more I am hesitant to try again the next month. I also resort to feeling like maybe I am not ready to be a mom or maybe I will never be good at being a mom. 
It's strange, I feel like the possibility of being closer to actually conceiving the more fearful I get. Where is this coming from? Why has fear come over the want of a child? Are my feeling valid? Should I even continue to try with thoughts like this? Is this normal? Should I listen to these thoughts? Are you ever ready to be a parent? 
I guess I fear the future, things may be good at the moment but I think of the things that could go wrong where it would make it hard to care for a child such as, losing a job, nothing have enough money, etc.

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