over 39 weeks 😭

Mary
I'm so exhausted. I'm crying all the time. I'm so thankful that I've had a healthy baby and pregnancy so far. I had a doctor appointment yesterday. So, I am still only at 1cm dilated. There's a scar on my cervix from my cryosurgery. That means I will probably not dilate until I'm all the way thinned out. If I don't labor naturally I'll be induced for either the 9th or 10th. My next appointment is Thursday. I'm so upset. I want to meet my baby and be done being pregnant naturally. I'm so uncomfortable I can't sleep I can't teach my feet. I have diarrhea. I have been having fake contractions for two weeks. I'm so fed up. Please send encouraging words.Â