Having a hard time maintaining friendships...

Nicole • Mom with two boys and another baby on the way.
When I had first started school for nursing I had a lot of friends. I was single and in my early 20's and had a lot of time to spend time cultivating and maintaining friendships. After nursing school (2 year program that was very demanding) I realized I had lost a lot of my friends. (Due to not speaking for a while and just growing apart). Luckily, I had made some friends in nursing school and at the hospital I work at. 
Now, when I met my husband I did the normal "Oh my god, I love this guy and never ever want to not be with him". This way of acting had helped me lose some of the newer friendships I've made since I stopped wanting to go out drinking every weekend and am no longer doing the whole single thing. 
Even more recently my husband and I have started TTC and I feel this has put an even bigger strain on the friendships I still have. (Being in different places in our lives, me married and starting a family while all of my few friends left are single). 
I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else has this kind of "lonely" feeling and nostalgia for when they spent a lot of time with just girl friends. 
My husband is very much my best friend and I have no complaints of hanging out with him all the time, we just work different schedules and I find myself at home alone quite a bit. I also try to reconnect with the friends I do have, but it ALWAYS involves going to a bar which I'm just not that into anymore. 
Anyone else going through similar experience or having similar thoughts: I'm just wondering what you do to cope with the feelings of loneliness. 
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An

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Yes it's normal and then when you have a baby you lose even more.  But the few true friends you keep will just pick up where you left off as if no time had passed and the others well does it really matter? 

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Nicole • Apr 29, 2017
Like I don't have anyone to talk to who would understand.

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Nicole • Apr 29, 2017
I completely agree with you, the friends that matter will always make you feel loved and it will always feel like you just saw them... I guess my big thing is not having people to talk about what is currently happening in my life. New marriage, TTC with BFNs... it gets overwhelming and I feel ...

Mo

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Me 🙋🏼 Just bought a house with my boyfriend of three years and we're not much for going out anymore. Anytime I ask my friends to hangout it involves going to the bar and then getting drunk just about. Totally not my thing. I feel like all I do is work and come home to an empty house as my boyfriend works looong hours. It's hard, I feel lonely and try to stay occupied with making renovation plans for our home but it's definitely hard. 

Mo

Mollie • Apr 29, 2017
Best of luck to you as well!!

Ni

Nicole • Apr 29, 2017
Haha, me too!! It's been so long! I'm glad you got your stylists number and I hope things go well!

Mo

Mollie • Apr 29, 2017
I forget how I made friends in 1st grade

Pa

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I feel ya girl! I have like no girl friends honestly. I'm 27, I've been married since I was 18 and have an 8 year old currently. I've just realized that most people my age aren't in the same place in life that I am. Plus I don't drink and neither does my husband. And normally anytime people invite me anywhere, it's to drink! So... We do have 1 couple that we are close with and hang out with a lot. They are our age and have 2 kids and don't drink either. So we go over or they come over and we cook out and let the kids play, or we go places with the kids together. My best suggestion for be that you try to find and become friends with people who live the same lifestyle you do. And also, the older I've gotten, the more I've realized I just don't have as much time for maintaining friendships. I would rather be at my son's soccer game than at the beach or bar with friends. 

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Nicole • Apr 29, 2017
That is really good advice, thank you! I can't wait until I have a child to put all this love and affection on... not like I want a child to cure my loneliness, but it's so hard to find people I have stuff in common with... except on sites like these! If only all you guys lived close! Lol

K

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I still have quite a few good girlfriends. I think a major reason that is the case is because I've included my husband in those friendships & now they are his friends too. I still hang out with just the girls sometimes, but also hanging out with my husband included means I can nurture my friendships & my relationship simultaneously. One thing I love about my relationship is that my husband & I are both interested in being friends with each other's friends-- I think that's a beautiful thing. I doubt I would have married someone who had no interest in the other people who are important in my life.Now more of my girlfriends are in committed relationships (I'm 33), but I maintained-- & even formed, in a few cases-- these friendships when I was married & most of these girls were single. I think you have to meet people in the middle: sometimes I'd go to bars with them (I think it's actually pretty fun to listen/watch them try to scope out guys etc.), & sometimes I'd suggest other stuff & we'd do that. Really the thing that's important to me is being with my friends, so I don't really care where we go-- I always enjoy hanging out with them. Plus I think looking for a partner can be really important to single girls, & bars are one place where people look to meet partners, so I want to be supportive of that aspect of my friends' lives.Sorry, that got long!

Sh

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I have friends that I rarely see. I'm the last to get married & have a baby so majority of the time they couldn't go out, now they're done having kids & I'm just starting

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Shiona • Apr 29, 2017
Not really because a lot of my church friends are just now having babies & I talk to my other friends all the time via text about everything so it's not too bad. We just don't go out. So I think I'll be able to get together with some friends who are having babies now

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Nicole • Apr 29, 2017
That must be hard... to feel 'behind' them. Even with the friends you have, do you ever wish to have friends that are on the same stage as you (just starting a family)? And if so, do you have plans to try and find some?