I understand my SO's worries. He obviously doesn't want to think it's him and it'd be a hit to his ego. Before anyone says he should suck it up, I agree with his not wanting to go. I just want the tests done on me and I am 100% okay with doing my tests and if everything comes back normal then at that point we can figure it out. I KNOW there is an issue with me.. it's not normal to have no period for 3 months or super long irregular periods. I've read that doctors won't Rx clomid without a SA and some won't even do testing on the female if the male doesn't comply to his. 

I actually am beginning to hate myself. Why does my body have to be so fucked up? Im currently taking prenatals, exercising more and eating healthier to lose some weight to see if that helps any! I think when I was a lower weight my periods were more normal but I honestly can't remember if I was on BC at that time either.