water breaking or discharge?

So I'm not gushing anything I haven't heard a pop but I'm always wet N if I wear a pad it's wet but not soaked by the end of the day. It doesn't smell like urine N it's a watery consistency not smoother or like a creamy. Idk I've never had my water break naturally an I have gone to l&d 3 times with other issues so I feel like I'm being annoying to go again an ask if them to check. My next appt is Tuesday morning an I kinda just wanna wait, and see what he says! Idk being a total dweeb bout this! I've googled an it's not really clear lol I just feel so bad bugging them in l&d and then have it come back negative like this is my third I should know this stuff lol