Hi everyone. I'm young, 21. New here. I was just reflecting on my life a bit ago, I do that from time to time because I suffer from Depression from my past and having three Miscarriages in a row. My life started out fine, but from ages 2-20 I was Sexually Abused. I was Domestically Abused. I'm just wondering if anyone here has a similar life path. I'm thinking about going into Law Enforcement as well. Just looking for supportive buddies, I haven't really had any . If you're comfortable enough, share your stories. I'll pray for you all.

I was :

Molested (internally and externally)

Beaten

Judged. Called a slut, worthless, whore, etc.

I self harmed because I couldn't deal with the pain (ages 11-18 off and on)

My Brother tried drowning me multiple times

He forced me to touch his penis and give blowjob.

He also told me when I was 13 that he wanted to have sex with me and said if I got pregnant he would tell our parents it's his fault.

My mom, flung open the shower curtain when I was 11 just to stare at me.

Mom beat me and left bruises and cuts and marks (like my bro, and boyfriend's did). Especially on her nicotine fit.

My brother choked me when I was 8 when I was trying to eat some Chicken.

Brother Pressed the gas on the 4 wheeler he was on with my Dad, causing them to crash into me when I was 10. A piece of my ear was chipped off due to the accident.

Brother dislocated my shoulders by hurting me.

I've also witnessed him hurt my mom and dad to the point of blood draw.

An ex boyfriend almost Raped me.

He beat me and told me if I left or told he'd kill me.

Just a lot going through my mind. Looking for some peaceful support. Any of you ladies have anything similar happen to you?

Please share stories, you're all extremely strong and I am praying for you all everyday.

***I hope this was the appropriate group to put this...