like water . / ventilation .

is it bad that i DONT feel guilty for hating people who pop out kids like its water ?! or whom are pregnant every other month ?! TTC for about 3 YEARS w. no luck on my side .. yet these HORRIBLE people (that i know personaly & whom ivd distanced myself from) are given the joy of having a child ?!! life is not fair .. but if "God" is willing to give a child to a person who is going to starve them, abused & abandon them , then what kind of "God" is he ?!!!! giving up "hope" slowly but surely ... #24 #married5years #work #wtf .