am I crazy?

Sierra • I`m 23, I am married and we have a three year old boy and an 18 month old boy, we are trying for a girl.
Okay so I feel like my eyes are probably playing with me! Just like a little input on this. So this morning I peed on this then accidentally dropped it in the toilet 😑 so I feel like I can see the faintest of faint line ever but can't  decide. Thinking I'm crazy though