Just got first AF after D&C

Tracy
I was told we had a missed miscarriage with my first pregnancy on 4/3 when I was 10 weeks along but our baby girl was measuring 7w5d. We had just seen her perfect heartbeat a couple weeks prior. I am devastated still and forever. 
I had a d&c on 4/5 and am surprised and relieved that AF came exactly 4 weeks later, today on 5/3. I wanted to post my timeline because I've been incessantly reading about when I should expect AF so wanted to share my info. 
Officially TTC although very scared and anxious and grieving. I'm 34 so don't have much time to waste and have wanted to be a mommy forever. I don't have a real family so this is my dream, wish my luck!