I need to vent and no one replies here so I'm gonna let it out!!

1. My son who is two was just diagnosed with Autism, Sensory Prosessing Disorder, anxiety and OCD. After a week I finally got him on insurance that will cover four sessions of therapy a week. Yes I said a week. This is no problem now but we aren't announcing because I don't want labels on him this is something he has not who he is. He has been this way since well ever and nothing about him has changed. Only my perspective in how I handle things like heart breaking meltdowns:( I'm learning...

2. My daughter who is 5 has been separated from me since she was 2 because my narsisitic ex husband violated court orders and I could do zero to get justice after fighting to get a lawyer and a court date a 1 1/2 I finally have more time with her and all summer!! Problem is she is going through some emotional stuff from all of this and is emotionally distant which I'm sure will change once she adapts this summer.

There has been major issues with jealousy which will get worse with her brothers diagnosis and therapy.

3. My health. I recently went through a "chemical" pregnancy the 18th of April. I started a 10 day dose of provera to kick start my cycle. Here I am day 5 no period. Extremely fatigued all day for the last 5 days zero appetite and I've lost 20lbs since the 14th (without trying). So this is all confusing.

4. My husband and I are filing bankruptcy in the midst of the chaos. 

None of these things I can speak with anyone in my day to day life because honestly all my "friends" could care less. Oh and family his is well way to judgmental and mine is way too distant. There it is all of it bleck 😵