Does it break anyone else's heart when no joke at least 14 people you know are pregnant and it just isn't happening for you?  Don't get me wrong I'm genuinely happy for them and truly am excited with them but it kills me inside when 14 friends or coworkers have told you they are expecting!  My Facebook feed is filled with pregnancy pics, baby bumps, and announcements!  How do you guys get through it and hold it together?  I'm not a crier but today after two more coworkers told me their wives were pregnant I had throat tears!  Definitely one of the hardest struggles I've gone through yet!  I'm truly hoping for a miracle!