So bummed

Tosha
Doc won't do first sonogram till 14-16 weeks. Three of my five pregnancies (not counting this one) have been twin pregnancies and I have lost one baby of the twins at 6w (2nd pregnancy) one baby of the twins at 12 w (3rd pregnancy) and both babies at 11 weeks (4th pregnancy) I just want to know if I am having one or two babies and want to know if they are okay...I am currently 10 weeks and he couldn't get a heartbeat on the Doppler at my appointment and I now have high blood pressure for the first time in my life. Ahhh so frustrated!!!