Why not me!!!!!

Irish • VR 1/31/2017. Clomid 3 cycles BFN, progesterone and letrozole 2/19. 21 day AMH .23 FSH 9. HSG 2/6/19 left FT blocked 😢
Venting! 2 failed adoptions since August 2016, with long stories attached, vasectomy reversal end of January, still not pregnant, and now A family member who sent me a message asking for info in November about this process just sent me a message and pics. she's in the hospital right now cuddling her new baby, papers signed yesterday and she's ready to go home. I'm so happy for her but so jealous! Why not me!!! Sorry needed to vent and yell! Thanks for listening.