I think I'm gonna give up for awhile I've been trying to get pregnant for over 6 years now and it's just not happening I have came to the conclusion that I'll never enable to get pregnant though this breaks my heart I feel God has a better picture for me. I'm just too weak I can't take this heartache anymore it's month after month when I think I did it because o miss my period boom it shows up a month or so later. I have been battling thyroid disease and polycystic ovary syndrome. All I ever wanted was my own family and I'm losing hope. I have always dreamed of carrying a child and feeling the movements and excitement and I feel I'll never get that chance I'm losing faith on myself. Though o hurt I got to come to realization that it just isn't what was meant for me. So I'm gonna give up and live my life and try to think positive thank u girls for being here through my journey for me I appreciate u all..