So a couple of years ago me and my ex got pregnant, it wasn't planned and we weren't trying but weren't preventing, he knew I wasn't on any BC for about 8 months. I finally fell pregnant and I was so happy, I've wanted children since I can remember! He on the other hand was not happy at all and it broke my heart.. he wanted me to get rid of it and I was actually considering it even though I have always been against abortions. Every night as I lay in bed I wished my baby would miscarry so I didn't have to get rid of it myself, I knew he would never let me keep it as he was very controlling. He made me a doctors appointment to talk about 'options' for me so we went and did a preg test there which came back negative. She told me to test again in a week to see if I was still getting positives. The next day I started bleeding then a week later I got negative tests. I blame myself every day for losing that baby. I spoke to an old friend a few days ago that still talks to my ex and he's apparently been saying that I was never pregnant (as you can see by my pictures I was and he was with me when I took them).. it bought all those horrible feelings back up and has broken my heart all over again. I miss my baby even though I never had him/her. I just need someone to tell me everything will be ok 😔