why me !!!

Jessica
Im so overwhelmed at times with trying to have a baby that I feel like maybe I'm going crazy. I've went from kinda wanting a baby , to reslly wanting a baby to now , obsessing every month !!!! It took me 10 months of ttc and then I had a MC in January, followed by a D/C . Then you have ppl left and right with all these opinions and advice . Oh you had a d/c they cleaned you real good you'll get pregnant right away . Then I went to the doctor the other day , and asked when can I see a specialist for secondary fertility issues . Oh well you got pregnant so we won't be sending you to a specialist, because we don't feel like there's a problem YOU DID GET PREGNANT!! I'm like yeah but that's stupid !!!! Ugh sorry guys I'm just annoyed with life right now