So tired... ttc vent

We have been TTC for so long and had multiple losses and emotions are everywhere...

The one month i actually thought i had a chance of getting my BFP and my body is confusing the hell out of me..

Dtd at all the right times, possible IB 6 days after O, no af and neg or very very very faint lines... no bloody idea what the hell is going on!!!!

Lots of pregnancy symptoms too...

Laying here in bed at 5.30pm, tired and nauseous and emotional.. 🤢😭😢💔

Dr wont do a blood test till + hpt

Just tired of everything 😢😢😢