eating disorders

Sam
Soooo listen guys, I'm a very insecure girl. I mean I hate myself everyday. I wake up wishing I was an entirely different person. I wish I said the perfect things and looked a perfect way and acted the way everyone wanted me to. I'm really struggling here. How do you love yourself unconditionally? Like I just don't understand? How are people happy with who they are? I'm so far from that?