Clear Blue Digital

Shelby
First - I know you're not supposed to open a clear blue digital. But I did. I had a miscarriage and d&c in February. I had my first cycle April 5. I'm due to start clomid with my next cycle, which was supposed to start around May 3. So it's May 7, still no AF. I'm going crazy. I've taken what seems like a million tests. And no BFP. I took a clear blue digital this morning and against better judgement opened it. Please help! I'm going crazy. 
 ny stories, advice, opinions on this? 
Ps. This picture does not show the second line as well as in person.