feeling sad

Shantelle
Tomorrow I'm going for a induction today I was in hospital it's not the first time ever since 34 weeks Iv been under fetal monitoring 3 times for reduced fetal movements every time I go to get monitoring baby's movements pick up but only for a Hirt amount of time I'm now 37.1 weeks and baby will be born on  the 10th of may I feel like I'm failing to give my baby the best because I'm bringing her into this world early it makes me upset 😭 
I'm so happy to meet her but they can't work out why I hardly feel baby mayb my placenta but I just feel horrible 
Sorry 
I don't hv anyone to talk to