I lost my baby and my tube in December of last year and that would of been my first. I would of been 6 months by now with a big old belly having the best Mother's Day ever but now I'm gonna be going through the loss. I love my baby boy or baby girl so much and wish him or her was in the right place growing in my belly. I wish I never had a ectopic and I hate my life right now. Yes I'm ttc again but the pain of losing my first will never be the same tired of seeing pregnant bellies and announcements down my Facebook timeline I unfollow quick and everywhere I go there's always a pregnant women in my face. I don't know how I'll be able to handle Mother's Day when it comes 💔😔