oh my heart 💗 UPDATE

Two weeks ago I found out I'm pregnant.
Two weeks ago I watched your daddy cry with anger
Two weeks ago i listened as your daddy wanted to leave
Two weeks ago I spent the night crying in bed without your daddy by my side.
Two weeks ago I watched as your daddy packed and left 
One week ago your daddy came home with flowers, chocolate and things to pamper me
One week ago your daddy cuddled me and told me he's not going anywhere,
One week ago I started being sick.
One week ago I was told I have HG
One week ago I curled up to your daddy and put the world to rights
Today i got to see you
Today I got told you measure 6 weeks
Today I saw your heart beat
Today I watched as your daddy looked at the screen and couldn't stop smiling
Today I saw your daddy fall in life with the sight of you
Today he held my hand and kissed my forehead and told me he loved us.
Today I fell in love with you and your daddy all over again.
My sweet pea, I'm counting down the days till your daddy finally gets a cuddle💗💙
thank you for reminding me and your daddy the reason we fell in love in the first place💗💙
UPDATE : it's been three weeks & your daddy's decided he can't do this. His family told him it's them or us. They said kill the baby or lose his family. He's told me he wants space and so far has chosen them. He hasn't spoke to me in 24 hours. I'm broken that your daddy has done this. How he done this to you I'll never know. 
Don't worry my sweet pea. Your daddy may walk away but I've got you and you've got me💗 will we do this with or without your daddy. Me and You are in this together💙💗