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Job troubles #2

Sierra • Mon, May 08 • Young couple ttcing since September 2015! Suffer from pcos and a retroverted uterus. Have also had 3 early miscarriages. I am lucky enough to say I am finally pregnant with baby #1! 💖

I've posted before on this topic but need more opinions. I have been a nanny for a little boy who is 19 months old for 6 months. I have been in the nanny business for about 5 years and have had long term families that I really enjoyed and I was very connected to the children and parents by the 6 month mark. I am feeling very anxious, sad, and I don't know why. The pay is great the parents are nice and understanding but I still have this upset feeling in my head and heart. My husband and I are ttcing and have some debt to take care of so I am scared to go to a job where I am not making as much but I find myself crying every night before bed because i know I have work the next day. I cry on the way to work and throughout the day I feel very neutral with the child. I dont really feel any connection with him and I don't know why. My husband tried to help me but I can tell he does not want me to leave this job. Should I leave this job for my happiness or stay to keep my husband and our bank happy? I just don't know what to do. Please give me advice! Comments are needed! Please!

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