Worried I'm not healing right

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I am 5 weeks pp. For a week now I have felt like something is in my vagina. I looked this morning and it looks like I can see my cervix. Not only that, but it looks like there is spot from a tear that did not close. I can't even tell what is going on down there 😓. I have been so excited to be intimate with my husband, and I don't think I will be ready by next week. Any similar situations?